Amulet necklace of bima, from magic to trouble!

Day by day I'm still going through with the same steps and ideals, actually here I want to tell you a lot of obstacles that I got during the process of distributing work to uae where I currently work, judging from the previous problem of the mistake of making a visa to work to uae which there was an error for 3 times which resulted in I having to go to Jakarta to do biometric 3 times, in addition to spending time I also spent so much money on the process of working at uae which if added up is approximately 8 months of work salary here, when I waited for news of my visa and departure I live in Bali for 3 months at a friend's house which is like my own brother, he and his family are very meritorious because they have helped me a lot while in Bali, a lot of prayers and support were given to me, they took my life from eating to bed while I was in Bali, really can't be forgotten, hopefully they are all always given health and a lot of fortune and I hope I can repay in the future, he is an arik where he is a friend or my campus senior who is very kind to his mother and who I have considered as my own biological mother, the name is komang's mother, if you remember my times Living at his house is very unimaginable, where there are so many memories and hopes until finally I can be here. after I got the news that my visa has been successful I am very happy and Arik helped me to prepare whatever things I have to bring to uae, the day of my departure which on that day I was very happy finally my wait to leave also came true, but on the other hand I was very sad because I had to leave Arik, Mrs. Komang and also her family, it turned out that the problems that came not ended on March 31st I 2022 got the disaster to bring the lion plane that I was for Transit to Jakarta turned out to be a delay which finally resulted in I couldn't check in in Jakarta for a flight to Abu Dhabi, it was very sad that my ticket was charred so I had to buy again and got a trial like this but this was not the reason for me to stop walking, finally I stayed in Jakarta for 15 days to wait for my next departure information from the company, there were so many in Jakarta who helped me from where I lived to eat everything was borne, thank you very much for Aunt Astutik and her family who had given the place and also facilitated anything when I was in Jakarta, then thank you for Sis Anna which is always there when I am in trouble and always support me, it is very happy to be able to spend time with Sis Anna when I was in Jakarta because at that time Sis Anna had just come from Germany. On April 15, 2022, the day of my departure, Aunt Astutik's family took me to the airport, as did Sis Anna, who always accompanied me and gave input, motivation, support, and prayers. Thank God I arrived in Abu Dhabi safely. There were so many problems that I faced, all of this could not be separated from the mystical things that I kept, actually when I went to Jakarta to take care of my visa and also do other processes I am always blocked because of the amulet necklace that I wear, this amulet is a gift from my mother which aims to be my protector because in the amulet there is something that protects me and can also conquer the hearts of those around us in the sense of being respected, respected and also liked by everyone, the amulet necklace that I wear also brings fortune, but it is not denied that this amulet necklace is reluctant to come with me to uae so from that from the beginning of the process until my departure I always get problems This is said by my sister Anna; she is an indigo who can know the past and future. Someone, besides that, can also read the heart, read the mind, and see supernatural beings. As long as I follow the advice of Sis. Anna, all the things I do go smoothly. I can go to Uae smoothly because sis Anna suggested that I return the amulet necklace that I was wearing to Ibuk, and after I returned it, I was finally free from all the problems at that time. Besides sis Anna, there was also a fortune teller who forbade me to wear the amulet necklace called Bu Dewi, which is a good friend of Bu Komang's mother from Arik. Talking about the amulet necklace that I sent or returned to my mother at that time, my mother sent it to the UAE via plane cargo because I told my mother that there are a lot of people who are not good here, especially my leader, and after I wear it, Time after time everyone is kind and also respectful to me,, the necklace I wear is also a lot of taboos and also things that are not allowed when I use this amulet necklace a small example of pee and chapter wearing it, once immediately I forgot to wear it when taking urine samples and also tai for medical which causes me to be short of breath all day because I violate the taboos, if I'm angry too I can't hold back emotions like a fire that gives up it's all actually not from me but the creature in the jamat necklace that I wear, some days I don't wear my amulet necklace, when I don't I've been angry but often my eyes are empty not focused on doing things because there's so much negative energy in my workplace that wants to try to attack me but it's that I fight with prayer, but in general I can't escape from my fetish necklace in the sense that I'm dependent or It's become a necessity, but I try to wear it when I'm about to get out of my place of residence here, often if I don't wear it get in trouble when I sleep, starting from I can't move when I sleep when I want to scream please shut my mouth can't say anything and also can't breath. But if I always use it if someone makes me emotional, I will be very angry and can't control it, even though it's a small problem. Several times I went out for a vacation with my brother from Nepal, let's call it Prakash, when he makes me angry, even with small things, my anger can't be stopped and is uncontrollable. This happened twice and was witnessed by my other brothers and sisters. This is not because of me but a creature from the amulet necklace that I wear. He only does his duty to protect me. For friends, keep believing in God, yes, don't try to do Musrik, and hopefully I can get rid of this problem soon. Thank you!

What a big step I have to take but it makes me sad

There are so many demands that make us have to become more mature, one of which is to realize our goals and, of course, make our parents and family happy, step by step, time after time, and pounds of sweat pouring down. We have sacrificed to realize what we dream and we must be responsible for what has started. Introducing my name Bima. I live in a simple family. I have one younger sister who now lives with my mother. My parents have been separated for many years. I lost my pretentious father and didn't even feel love from a father, many decisions, time, and problems make us more mature. One of the toughest decisions is to leave my family to work abroad. To be precise, in Abu Dhabi UAE, this is absolutely my decision without coercion from my parents. My mother actually disagrees with me going to work abroad on a meager salary, but this is really right. It's absolutely my decision. I got a lot of things when working abroad such as experiences, relationships, and also new knowledge. talking about a lot of relationships that we will get from him both positively and negatively, in the sense that we have to be smart to choose and know which ones are bad and which ones are bad, I am taken advantage of when I live abroad, lots of people here will be kind to us when we only need us. When we don't have anything, people who take advantage of us will leave us, they forget what we did and what we gave them. Therefore I am more careful in choosing friendships at first I was a very sociable person and often helped others, but I reduced it, instead of hoping for a return of favor or asking for what we have given, I only ask for one thing, namely that he respects we return just like what we do which we respect the people around us. There are so many people that I consider brothers here, but after we help them, especially regarding the economy or finances, they forget what we have sacrificed for them, sadly, they are ignorant and don't respect us. It's not that I want to be respected but what's wrong with respecting someone in return, There are so many people we think are relatives who forget us, and there are so many things that offend and make my feelings fragile, but it doesn't matter. Day after day I live and work in Abu Dhabi but so far I still have no assets or savings, All my money I squander and to help some people which people we help forget about us! My mother told me to go back to Indonesia to continue the business and also open several new businesses there, but I still refused, on the other hand, I asked for 9 months to complete my work contract which had to be completed in 2 years. I really want to achieve my goal, which is to work in Europe with my overseas brothers and sisters that I know here, but this has changed, especially. The affection has faded away because that has convinced me of what I got from him. The point is, I won't trust people here and soon I will leave to leave those who don't respect me. On the other hand, I really love someone who I consider like my own father. He is named Kali Bahadur Reule, a person who is very tough, patient, humble, and caring for me. I consider him like my own father. I get so much affection from him. It makes me sad. It would be tough to leave him from this comfort. Because he is a father figure who always reminds me what is good and what is not good, he also always supports me and encourages me, but I need to do this to support my future success. I promise that I will become a successful person as soon as possible and I will help my father's family life, such as helping to educate my brother Kapil and my sister Kajal, who are children of my father, whom I consider to be my own siblings. In essence, I will do the best for my family. I also promised that when my father goes on liberation leave I will also go to his country, namely Nepal, my father's plan is to take liberation leave in January 2024 for about 30 days and I will go after him when my father has finished 15 days of vacation because I will stay at his house for more or less the last 15 days and will return to Abu Dhabi together. On the other hand, I'm afraid of being away from my father. I'm also not ready to go far with my overseas brothers, they are Prakash Katuwal, Lokendra Karki, and Haris Mahat who are my closest people at the moment, they are very good people that I have here where they also always listen to my complaints or my problems and always support me. but there are goals and dreams that I must reach and realize for a better future, I'm sure I will become a successful person, there are many ways to reach it, the most important thing is prayer, intention, and effort. Do the best! never going home before success because I don't want to be the talk of everyone in my village, I have to be successful, because I'm ashamed to go home empty-handed. Of course, I promise to make my mother, my sister, and my family happy, I will elevate my family. Thank you to my friends who have supported me all this time, see you in my next post. 

Below are my best and most lovely father and brothers. 

 My Father the name is Kali Bahadur

                                               

My Brother the name is Prakash Katuwal

                                            

                                     My Brother the name is Lokendra Karki                                               

                                              
                                           

My Brother the name is Haris Mahat

How was my life before and after I stayed in Abu Dhabi?

Hello, let me introduce myself. My name is Bima Danuarta May Aliansyah, you may call me Bima. I'm from Lamongan, East Java, Indonesia. Now I live in Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates. As you know, guys, I am getting mental illness in my workplace and now I have been planning to resign from here. Beginning when I studied in Bali in the food and beverage service department, I dreamed of working in another country and at the time I chose Abu Dhabi, the country made my dream come true because I'm so interested in the knowledge and experience that I will get, and of course the money. I want to change my life for the better because I want to boast about my parents, and I want to learn as much as possible about culture in different countries, especially my language skills. When I applied and processed documents, I got information. If my UAE visa was wrong three times, I should be going to the embassy in Jakarta for biometrics. It cost too much money to go there because, at the time I stayed in Bali, I also rented a boarding house and needed food to eat. It has been a long time and I spent too much money because for almost 1 year and 5 months I stayed in Bali. After I got my departure schedule on March 31, 2022, I was happy because finally I will go to Abu Dhabi. But when I went, I had a problem with the airlines. Because I was delayed from Bali, I was late to check in, I lost my ticket, and I stayed in Jakarta to wait for information from the company. It cost me too much money, but I'm so grateful because I met Ms. Astutik and her family, who always helped me while I stayed in Jakarta, and I also have my best sister, Anna, who always supports and accompanies me when I'm down. I stayed in Jakarta for 15 days, and I got information if I should buy tickets by myself. It made me crazy at the time because, previously, I had already paid my 8-month salary to the agency. After that, I should buy tickets by myself, but it's okay I will do what I started before. Finally, I arrived in Abu Dhabi, and I got a location difference because all of my campus friends work in inside companies, but I work in one of the palaces, the place for the sheikh or highness. I'm so happy because I met good people here who were friendly, but I didn't like some people because they were racist and used the same harassment, verbal, nonverbal, or physical. My days are boring because I cannot go outside except from my accommodation to my workplace because of lockdown covid-19. After 1 month, I moved my accommodations inside the palace, and it made me more bored. Now I have a dream to resign because, as you know, I work here like a robot and should be doing all kinds of jobs, especially sending items to another location, because I need to prepare the items first and it will take time. When I was busy with my job as a waiter, I should have taken care of butler, shisha, and ghawi jobs. Actually, I like to help them, but the problem is that I should be doing my job perfectly, and if I make a mistake, it will make me a problem. But I'm so grateful because I have so many brothers here who are always supportive of me. Ramesh Ramdam is the good person I met here, he is always supportive and caring for me. Thanks to my brother Kali, who is a good person, I call him Mero Baba, or my father, because he is always caring. He is basically the same age as my father, but because of my parents divorce, I am not getting love from my father, and I am getting love from Kali  my brother, that's why I called Kali my father.  There are some soldiers working at my location who are always supporting me, which I cannot mention one by one. Capt mikee The Who one always supporting and caring to me, Arnata is my best partner indonesia here, Cristopher is The Who one always supporting, caring and helping me. There are so many good people in my workplace, but some people are not good. After I complete 2 years or in the next 10 months, I will resign because I want to apply to another country, especially Europe. I hope I can change my life for the better and we will be successful person in the future. As I said in the last sentence of this chapter, I just want to be a patient person, always thinking before I do something to save myself. Thank you all. God bless you.

SMK PELAYARAN MUHAMMADIYAH TUBAN

SMK PELAYARAN MUHAMMADIYAH TUBAN terpilih mewakili SMK SE JATIM pada acara PENGUATAN PENDIDIKAN KARAKTER SMK SE INDONESIA. DI TMII JAKARTA TIMUR