How was my life before and after I stayed in Abu Dhabi?

Hello, let me introduce myself. My name is Bima Danuarta May Aliansyah, you may call me Bima. I'm from Lamongan, East Java, Indonesia. Now I live in Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates. As you know, guys, I am getting mental illness in my workplace and now I have been planning to resign from here. Beginning when I studied in Bali in the food and beverage service department, I dreamed of working in another country and at the time I chose Abu Dhabi, the country made my dream come true because I'm so interested in the knowledge and experience that I will get, and of course the money. I want to change my life for the better because I want to boast about my parents, and I want to learn as much as possible about culture in different countries, especially my language skills. When I applied and processed documents, I got information. If my UAE visa was wrong three times, I should be going to the embassy in Jakarta for biometrics. It cost too much money to go there because, at the time I stayed in Bali, I also rented a boarding house and needed food to eat. It has been a long time and I spent too much money because for almost 1 year and 5 months I stayed in Bali. After I got my departure schedule on March 31, 2022, I was happy because finally I will go to Abu Dhabi. But when I went, I had a problem with the airlines. Because I was delayed from Bali, I was late to check in, I lost my ticket, and I stayed in Jakarta to wait for information from the company. It cost me too much money, but I'm so grateful because I met Ms. Astutik and her family, who always helped me while I stayed in Jakarta, and I also have my best sister, Anna, who always supports and accompanies me when I'm down. I stayed in Jakarta for 15 days, and I got information if I should buy tickets by myself. It made me crazy at the time because, previously, I had already paid my 8-month salary to the agency. After that, I should buy tickets by myself, but it's okay I will do what I started before. Finally, I arrived in Abu Dhabi, and I got a location difference because all of my campus friends work in inside companies, but I work in one of the palaces, the place for the sheikh or highness. I'm so happy because I met good people here who were friendly, but I didn't like some people because they were racist and used the same harassment, verbal, nonverbal, or physical. My days are boring because I cannot go outside except from my accommodation to my workplace because of lockdown covid-19. After 1 month, I moved my accommodations inside the palace, and it made me more bored. Now I have a dream to resign because, as you know, I work here like a robot and should be doing all kinds of jobs, especially sending items to another location, because I need to prepare the items first and it will take time. When I was busy with my job as a waiter, I should have taken care of butler, shisha, and ghawi jobs. Actually, I like to help them, but the problem is that I should be doing my job perfectly, and if I make a mistake, it will make me a problem. But I'm so grateful because I have so many brothers here who are always supportive of me. Ramesh Ramdam is the good person I met here, he is always supportive and caring for me. Thanks to my brother Kali, who is a good person, I call him Mero Baba, or my father, because he is always caring. He is basically the same age as my father, but because of my parents divorce, I am not getting love from my father, and I am getting love from Kali  my brother, that's why I called Kali my father.  There are some soldiers working at my location who are always supporting me, which I cannot mention one by one. Capt mikee The Who one always supporting and caring to me, Arnata is my best partner indonesia here, Cristopher is The Who one always supporting, caring and helping me. There are so many good people in my workplace, but some people are not good. After I complete 2 years or in the next 10 months, I will resign because I want to apply to another country, especially Europe. I hope I can change my life for the better and we will be successful person in the future. As I said in the last sentence of this chapter, I just want to be a patient person, always thinking before I do something to save myself. Thank you all. God bless you.